stress,...

stress,stress,stress........
omg....reali feel stress...
the feeling just like u dun know wheather ur rite or wrong...
everytimes i go up...i scare....i dun know will get scold ornt...
ya i know u guys vr stress..........
tomorrow is 31th dec...that's end of the year...
i hope no more stressing from u guys....i scare....i dun wan...
i will try my best ....soli spa acct dept....

unluck 2009

well....dun know wat goin on with end of 2009...
seem like everything got problem...
relative,friendship,relationship(i dun have...haha),even working..
im so sad abt the mistake of working....
many thing had spoil by dis few week.....
wat my image had spoiled....my boss told me....i turn bk to 0% in her heart...
ya...soli....i had many mistake...


relative problem....dun bother...non my business....i just a kids...haha


friendship....well....wat i wanna say is..........i know i got wrong...
from my action many ppl misunderstand me too...
but dun blame me...
i cant control myself...
cos reali reali hurt....
soli,if u angry me.....



relationship....yes...i had thk n miss him when im in genting...
i redo wat v do in genting....
starbuck,hou mei,walk in the road,enjoy cold air,sing when im walk....many many...
i cant stop thking of it....ya....i have a lot happiness with u in genting...
i cant forget it....i cant let it go...




2010 is coming vr soon...i hope my unluck will just stay on 2009....bye...

i changed my mind again....
ya....now i know wat im doin aady...
thank...ching....u r right....thank 4 telling me...
i thk i know more someone bad thing i'll hate someone more....
thank ching.....u re so so so good.....love u...
well...i know wat i have to do n wat i wan ady....
yeah.....i know ady.....



U....U tot who u re...puiii...
act good only....in the end u re worse enough....
go away from my mind.....chew....

WHAT IM DOIN.....
I REALI DUN KNOW.....
i should not do so....but i did it....too bad.......
but im not regret...dun know....found that i reali dun understand myself ady....
i hide everything in my heart...
but i still wanna act nothing infront of someone...
i act happy,i act nothing.....why why why why why........???
is that me....NO...but i did it.....

bullshit...why i always like that....wat i promise him and myself....i failed....


IM TIRED...I DUN WAN ACT ADY....I WAN BE MYSELF.............


can u do that.......???REICO.................